How do you know when resting becomes quitting? When is it okay to stop striving and just exist? I’ve spent my life pushing through crises, proving my worth, and achieving—always achieving. But now, maybe, I just want to be. Is that enough?
Feeling trapped by rejection and societal expectations, the narrator reflects on career struggles and mental health. Amid contemplating the numbing effects of psychiatric medication, they grapple with identity, creativity, and the desire for authenticity in a “Brave New World.” Hope lies in redefining purpose beyond societal norms.
Navigating life’s challenges is tough, especially when the path forward seems blocked by external factors. Despite facing soul-crushing jobs and a toxic past relationship, I’m determined to chase my dreams of becoming a screenwriter. The journey is hard, but the potential reward is immense.
It’s a terrible feeling, not belonging anywhere, only being tolerated for conforming to the expectations of others. My journey to authenticity has been a struggle, especially raising privileged children while confronting my own past of poverty and suppression. Yet for all that I currently feel hopeless, I am working harder than ever to bring the me that lives inside my head to life.
Forty was a devastating year. Betrayal, loss, and disillusionment consumed me. Now, at forty-one, I face an uncertain future, but I write for my children, hoping to inspire the young to fight for a better world to prevent the incipient apocalypse.
My panic attacks are debilitating, impacting my work and personal life. Overcoming childhood trauma, a nasty divorce, and severe mental health challenges, I’m finally seeking professional help. This is my journey towards healing, with new resolutions for a better future.
Imaginary conversations with American singer/songwriter Rob Thomas have been a part of my life since I was thirteen. His music deeply resonates with me, providing comfort and understanding. Here, I explore these intense feelings, the impact of his songs, and the journey of expressing my emotions through writing.